to:chelloh~from:richard
dearchelloh,
thingsarehardrightnow,andtheyseemtojustbeabigblurrymess.butidon'tblameyouforanyofit.iknowthisisbothofourfaultssoidon'texpectyoutosayordoanything.iknowthatwearetryingtofixallthescrewedupthingsinourlivesrightnow,andihopewedogettomakeeverythingallbetteragain.
iamonlytrulyhappywheniamwithyou.yourpresencejustlightsupmyworld.everythingiamandeverythingihaveisdependantuponyou.
iamsorryforthewayihavemistreatedyouinthepastandiknowyouaresorryformistreatingme.wecanbehappytogetherifweworkeverythingout,whichithinkwewill.
youareeverythingtomeandiloveyouwithallmyheart.ihopeicanlearntoopenuptoyouandletyouknowhowifeel.ialsohopethatyouwillbeabletorecognizewhensomethingiswrong.butnomatterwhatwedoorwherewego,iwillloveyou.iwillalwaysloveyou,baby.youmeantheworldtome,andihopethatthingswillgobacktonormal.
lovealways,
richard